Archive for December, 2008

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A Heart on Ones Sleeve…

December 22, 2008

1. I constantly question the existence of God
- By the end of each day He reminds of how stupid of a question this really is.

2. I have eczema(really dry skin) in my inner ear canal.
- I am very self conscious of this and is probably why you see me with my finger in my ear a lot.

3. I am very opinionated.
- Because of this I believe that my moods change drastically when certain subjects are brought up.
- My opinions get me into a lot of trouble.

4. I wish I was a better guitar player and singer.
- I would love to lead worship a time or two.
- I’m feel I am capable of this now but I am way to self conscious about my singing.

5. I wish I could act more Biblical.
- I feel I will never be worthy enough for the name of Christ.

6. I write journals in hopes that one day they will be discovered and read and cherished by others because of the thoughts that are within the pages.

7. I really love being in great physical shape.
- This has been really hard for me to do lately because I’m tired of working out alone and I have no one to work out with me

8. I love my job; it’s the loneliness I hate
- I scare myself with the thoughts that I have when I’m by myself on a car lot for hours on end.
- This fear keeps me from going to work sometimes.

9. The most influential people overall in my whole life are my bleeding heart liberal, cradle roman catholic, pluralistic grandparents on my fathers side.
- If I have any culture in me it is because of them.
- I love them for all that they have done and continue to do.
- They are some of the most Godless people in my life and they show me God more than anybody else. Because of them I can truly grasp the concept of grace, blessings and forgiveness.

10. I refuse to be like my father and the way he ran(or didn’t run) his family.
- I am ready to start my own Legacy.
- I will put my families name on the map.

11. My hearts deepest desire is to know God. I long for Him every day. He is my breath.
- I wish my flesh could live up to what my spirit exuberates.
- I really am trying

12. I love physical activities.
- Anything that gets my cardiovascular system going I pretty much enjoy.

13. I’m great at Improvisation.
- If I wasn’t called elsewhere then I would be going to school for acting.
- I truly believe that God gave me this ability to do amazing things for His glory.

14. I need to learn tact.
- Speaking the truth comes very easy for me.
- speaking the truth in love is where I become unBiblical

15. I love analogies/parables. It’s the way Jesus taught for a reason.
- I love to make my own and hear others.

16. I praise God every day for the older men that He has placed in my life to instruct me in ways that my earthly father never would have.
- When I go on to do mighty things in the name of Our Savior, it will be because of the influence that God has allowed for you Godly men to have on me

17. I want more than anything for my family to come to know Christ as I have come to know Him. I would die for this to happen.

God is Love
and
Love is Real

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The Unfortunate SoundTrack to My Summer

December 9, 2008

Verse 1:
I have done all the right things for all the wrong reasons
I have been here before, it seems like time and time again
I keep trying to find life in the places life’s not found
I’m recessitating old flames without thoughts of getting burned

It is possible that I
Could ever get it right

Chorus:
There is nowhere else to go
There is no one else to run to
All around is quickly fading
All I know is You’ve always been there
Always been there, you’ve always been there
Always been there

Verse 2:
I have seen all the endings to all my sad stories
And they leave me alone, everytime its just the same
You have fully accepted me with my failures
Through the cross of my King, it’s your mercy and your grace

Is it possible that I
Could finally get it right

Bridge:
Yesterday has come and gone
Everything I thought I had was wrong
All I really want is to be found
This is what I know,
I have nowhere else to go – I have no one else to run to
All around is quickly fading – All I have is you

Song by: Spur 58

To God be the glory for his ever loving Kindness, Grace, Mercy and Love.

AMEN